Unfinished

Hi, I'm back. No long introductions today. Reita, from The Gazette passed away on April 15th and I still have no words. When I was younger I would've never thought it would actually happen so soon to one of my favorites. I started listening to them wehn I was a kid, basically. I'm not sure I can get over it. I just have so many memories tied to this band, it will never be the same again... I really wanted to write something about it. Rest in peace. 

I really wanted to update the blog anyways, even though I've been painfully busy lately and so many things have my attention that I really don't kow what to think about first. This being one of the things, too... I've been gettiing less sleep than usual sigh. Besides my exams coming in next month and all of the hardcore studying sessions that are bothering me, I was also busy with work. What a drag. I'm not drawing as much as I would like to and the only things I drew are a couple of commission... one  has already been completed, but I still have to finish the other one and start drawing my next tattoo, too. LOL. Thankfully by the end of this week I'll finally get rid of some stuff and be a bit more free. So many things to do ahhh!! I gotta start preparing a drawing for another contest while I wait for the results of one I'm already participating in, get some new supplies, DIY some stuff for a project, refresh my room's setup and of course study. I'm getting sick of it LOL it's getting sooo boring. Plus, next month is one of my faves and I REALLY want to enjoy it, but I've got art classes  at the start of it everydayfor 10 days, 7PM to 10PM. ç_ç Whew. I'm really considering the idea of cutting down most of the things I've been studying non-stop and get at least one whole day to do the minor tasks before getting rid of everything else. I like being busy, it's fun, but some stuff is just. Ugh. I'll manage.

But still, in the past weekend I've been able to have a couple of days to myself and spend some time with friends. I really needed it and I hope to do it again soon. :( here are some pics, as usual.

I went to the park with a friend and it was super nice. I love sunny afternoons like these because they're super relaxing. 

And of course we had to go to my favorite spot to chill. I'm so glad I got to shut my mind for a while LOL plus the air was so nice and calming... I'd move my whole desk here if I could. The scenery really makes me think of an Hozier song. I love him so much LOL.

Being able to spend some time outside like this is one of the biggest blessings, really. We really gotta reminds ourselves to slow down sometimes. After this we ran a couple of errands and I bought two new perfumes that I LOVE. I love sweet/fruity scents so they were an absolute bargain for 5 euros.We had dinner in a place I've never been before and it was super nice. I ate too much as usual but it was so worth it. The day after I met up with another friend and I went at their house to hang out for a while and we had so MUCH fun. I can't recal the last time I laughed like that. We did so much silly stuff and read lots of old. crappy fanfictions on Wattpad and even wrote one ourselves. I could've died writing that shit, really.

 

Then we took a break from our writing and went to grab some pizza for dinner. It was so relaxing, honestly. And needed. I love my friends company so much, I always feel like a little ball of glowing sunlight when I leave them and even if I've been home for hours already I can't stop thinking about it because I get the zoomies LOL. Friends are so important. (I love you guys <3).

And this is pretty much it. I'm actually writing this in the middle of the night, but you'll read it in the morning. I'm soo tired, today was draining. I just gotta hold on for another couple of days sigh. I can't wait to start drawing for me again, at least do another piece to hang up in my room. I know, still nothing interesting but I wanted to update anyways instead of letting this task pile up with the other ones as well LOL. I promised myself I'd be consistent and I will. What about you? What are you guys up to lately? I hope you're able to enjoy some free time and nice weather. I'll see you in the next post!

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April

Hello hello. My exams are getting closer! AAAA!! JK I'm studying hard, they'll be easy (LOL) but still. Not a fan of sitting 4 hours in a classroom every afternoon for a whole week with ridicously high temperatures. -.-

Moving on. It's april!!  ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡ And yesterday it was my bestfriend's birthday. Love u!! @ari <3 Ahh I love spring. Best season, after fall, of course. I really feel like I'm having the time of my life lately. My new desk finally came today and I love it already! Here it is.

Looks much better already, no? It's still a bit empty, but little by little...

the little drawers that came with it

I love my desktop too much. It's quite literally one of my fav places to be. I spend most of my time here and I never get tired of it. It's hard to sleep at night sometimes because I just have so many ideas and things that I want to do!! I can never ever get bored sigh. Here's a full picture of the wall behind.

Besides the silly stuff, there are some drawings that my friends made and that I love very much. I put them up here so that I can see them everyday. <3 It's only been three years since I moved into this room and it's still a bit of a work in progress, but I love how it's looking so far. It really is the space I dreamed about, and it allows me to create the things that I love. 

I should get a new library, but I've had this ever since I was a child... I'll probably just paint it a new color and keep it. It took me 4 years to get all that stuff, and most of was gifted to me by my friends actually. Maybe I'll upload a better picture in the next post.  Anyways, these days have been pretty calm, actually. The weather is so good. I just love to stay in the sun as much as I can, even if I'm at home. My favorite afternoon activity after studying is eating fruit on the balcony LOL. Wearing sunscreen, of course. I'll never get caught not wearing it, even in winter! I use 50+ SPF all year long.

Yesterday I went out to run some errands with my sister and she bought me this,I'm sooo in love! They both smell super sweet and fruity, like cherry flavored candies! And the perfume actually lasts quite a lot which is surprising. 

And another gift that a friend made, these super cute NANA themed stickers! T_T I've already put them EVERYWHERE. I never hold back when it comes to stickers, really. I'll put them wherever.

Last week was pretty busy. I had to work sigh and it was very stressful. In my 2 years working as a waistress I don't think I've ever served 60 people all at once! It was challenging but kind of rewarding, ti be honest. I really underestimate myself too much, sometimes. But besides working, I managed to go out almost everyday and it's been quite fun. ^_^ Last sunday I went to the park with my friends and I had so much fun. The weather was nice and I love being surrounded by nature as much as I can, so it's quite refreshing to take a break from everything and enjoy myself eheh. Plus my friends are amazing and it's always a breath of fresh air to be around them. When I leave, I can't help but feel at peace with everything. 

<3

silly stuff

I was home alone for most of the time during the past week so I had to keep the house tidy u.u it's my job to cook everyday and I enjoy it very much, but when I'm by myself I don't really put that much care in it LOL and I don't usually make any fancy recipes because I don't want to eat them all by myself!! When I went grocery shopping I stopped by the toy store and look at what I saw! So cuuute, I want all of them. T_T

And that's pretty much it. :3 I want to upload some of my drawings here as well, and get a digital camera to take pictures. It's more fun that way. :P If this week could be a song it would definitely be Good Days by SZA, one of my favorites.❤︎  I'm super grateful to be surrounded by all these lovely people. Hopefully I'll update this blog again with some interesting things. ^_^ What about you guys? What are your favorite songs?

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